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Lee is a creative writer with an emphasis in prose writing which might look like fiction or non-fiction, which might look like poetry or postmodernism, but which certainly makes people a little uncomfortable. She has been a member of the English/Literature Department at UVU since 1992. She teaches Creative Process and Imaginative Writing (an introduction to creative writing, ENGL2250 and 225H); Intermediate and Advanced Fiction writing (ENGL3420 and 4420); Playwriting (4430); Studies in Genre: Postmodern Fiction (ENGL412R); Critical Introduction to Literature (ENGL2600); and College Writing I (ENGL1010).



Touchstones: A Magazine of Art and Literature

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M.F.A. in Creative Writing from University of Utah.
B.S. in Psychology from Brigham Young University.


"Wednesdays."  Exquisite Corpse 14 (Summer 2004). Web.

"On Stage." Prism International 38:1 (Fall 1999): 78-90.
"Odors." River Styx 54 (Spring 1999): 55-56.

"Not Quite Peru." In Our Lovely Deseret: Mormon Fictions. Ed. Robert Raleigh. Salt Lake City: Signature, 1998. 157-78; Tasting Life Twice: Literary Lesbian Fiction by New American Writers. Ed. E. J. Levy. New York: Avon,1995: 92-110; Ploughshares 20:1 (Spring 1994): 148-65.

"What I Need." Mississippi Review 19:1, 2 (1990): 149-55.

"In High Heel Shoes." Inscape 1 (1989): 19-30.

With Chloe M. Nichols. "From Quiet Writing to Multimedia: Innovations in English." Focus: A Forum on Teaching and Learning in Utah Community Colleges 11 (September 1993): 27-31.

"Review of Iguana Dreams: New Latino Fiction." Quarterly West. 36 (1992/93): 241-42.

  • Two-Year College English Association West Teaching Award in 1997.
  • First Place in the short story category of the Utah Original Writing Competition in 1995.
  • The Poets & Writers Exchange Fellowship in 1993.
  • Honorable mention in the novel category of the Utah Original Writing Competition in 1993.
  • "News of the Weird" a story.  National Popular Culture Association Conference, New Orleans, LA, 2009.
  • "Love in this Universe" a story.  National Popular Culture Association Conference, San Francisco, CA, 2008.
  • "What She Wants is the End of the World" a story.  National Popular Culture Association Conference, Boston, MA, 2007.
  • "We Forget our Origins," a story. National Popular Culture Association Conference, Atlanta, GA, 2006.
  • "How We Talk," a story.  National Popular Culture Association Conference, San Diego, CA, 2005.
  • "We Forget our Origins," a story. A celebration of Poetry Month, Orem Public Library, UT 2005.
  • "News of the Weird," a story.  Rocky Mountain Modern Language Association, Boulder, CO, 2004.
  • "What She Wants is the End of the World," a story. Rocky Mountain Modern Language Association, Missoula, MT, 2003.
  • "What We Find in Baja," a creative non-fiction. National Popular Culture Association Conference, New Orleans, LA, 2003.
  • "I'm 37 Now," a creative non-fiction. Rocky Mountain Modern Language Association Conference, Scottsdale, AZ, 2002.
  • "811 Monologues," a fiction. UVSC Martin Luther King Day Celebration, Orem, UT, 2002.
  • "Wednesdays," "Rings," and "In Baja" prose. UVSC Touchstones Reading Series, Orem, UT, 2002.
  • "Adoption Stories," a creative non-fiction. Southwest Texas Popular Culture Association Conference, Albuquerque, NM, 2001.
  • "811 Monologues," a fiction. UVSC Touchstones Reading Series, Orem, UT, 2001.
  • "Adoption Stories," a creative non-fiction. UVSC Biology and Ethics Conference, Orem, UT, 2000.
  • "Distance Learning Humanized: First-Year Composition Using CD-ROM and the Internet." Computers and Writing Conference, Rapid City, SD, 1999.
  • "Righteous," a fiction. UVU Gender Conference, Orem,UT, 1998.
  • "Radiate," a slam poem. Utah Arts Fair, Salt Lake City, UT, 1996.
  • Poems. Pride Day Art Fair, Salt Lake City, UT, 1996.
  • "Critical Thinking in the Multimedia, Self-Paced English Classroom." Conference on Multimedia in Education and Industry, Savanna, SC, 1993.
  • "On Stage," a fiction. Poetry Society of America, New York City, 1993.




    In Letters to a Fiction Writer, Charles Baxter, an excellent short story author, tells a would-be student that he doesn't "really believe in most wisdom . . . [that] what passes for wisdom is simply somebody's personal prejudice masquerading as truth. It's ideological poison seeking an object" (Busch 33-34). The wisdom professors give their students may help them write better for certain audiences, may make them more self-aware for revision's sake, may help them deconstruct and construct texts, but our wisdom is still a form of ideological containment. We are often socializing our students into the academic boxes we are most comfortable with. Are we really doing them any favors?

    Since I teach classes about writing and reading, I often begin with Roland Barthes' Pleasure of the Text. In his swirling, weaving, contradictory descriptions of an erotics of reading (and writing), he describes two types of texts: the text of pleasure is easy, comfortable, civilized; the text of bliss is destructive, without language, murderous (14). He sets up this textual binary only to show that the "true" erotic reader (and writer) wants both pleasure and bliss from a text, wants to merely enjoy a text, but also wants jouissance, an orgasmic communion within the language sea of fluid meaning, a pleasurable sense of pain from rolling words around in our mouths and heads. How do I "teach" my students to want an orgasmic bond with language?

    Students often want to get some thing. They want clarity. I can only teach them the opposite of this. With my poststructuralist mindset, I can only increase the chaos. Sometimes I want to teach them silence. In Desert Notes, Barry Lopez describes the way the desert can empty a person of language and desire, at least after time:

    You can become impatient here, willing to accept any explanation in order to move on. This appears to be nothing at all, but it is a wall between you and what you are after. . . Moving on is not important. Listen attentively. . . Listen until you can hear the dreams of the dust that settles on your head. . . I would like to trick the rattlesnake into killing itself. I would like this kind of finality. . . If such a thing were possible, the desert would be safe. 12

    Yes, often students, and professors, talk, explain, expound in order to make things safe, in order to limit the chaos. But how can this not create walls when supposedly we're supposed to be removing them?

    I could invoke a common teaching philosophy cliche' and say, "I'm a facilitator." This always sounds so egalitarian. "I don't lecture. I don't preach. I facilitate. I help students find their own way toward knowledge." I used to say this about myself, but being a facilitator would imply that I am helping my students move on toward some place where "the real" of life and writing and literature has finally been absorbed. Still, during and after my classes, students will tell me they have "progressed," they have learned more than they knew before. But if I am a facilitator, all I ever think I can do is move students from one place to another. I am too poststructural to believe in progress. I am too postmodern to actually give advice about writing and a love of literature without deconstructing my advice in the next breath. I agree with Wallace Stegner when he asks, "How can anyone 'teach' writing, when he himself, as a writer, is never sure what he is doing?" (9). Stegner was 79 years old when he said this. If writing was a Platonic field of progress, you would think he'd have a clue by then.

    Obviously, I am not Platonic. How can a postmodern person be? And so, when I am at my best in the classroom, my classes are swirling, woven things, fragmented and excessive and passionate. When I am at my best, I don't teach my students things, I teach them my own fetishes. I play with the deconstruction of gender, race, class, sexuality and narrative convention in the postmodern, British novels of Jeanette Winterson, or in the short stories from tejana Sandra Cisneros, but then I swoon over their language. I moan in class when I read the beginning of Cisneros' "Tepeyac":

    When the sky of Tepeyac opens its first thin stars and the dark comes down in an ink of Japanese blue above the bell towers of La Basilica de Nuestra Senora, above the plaza photographers and their souvenir backdrops of La Virgen de Guadalupe, above the balloon vendors and their balloons wearing paper hats, above the red-canopied thrones of the shoeshine stands . . .then Abuelito tells the boy with dusty hair, Arturo, we are closed, and in the crooked shoes and purple elbows Arturo pulls down with a pole the corrugated metal curtains. 21

    "Just feel that language on your tongue," I say to the students. "Doesn't this huge, rambling, poetic sentence make you jealous as hell?" I ask them. Barthes says the desire to plagiarize is a common reaction to a blissful text (19). So I teach my students to "steal," but with originality, of course, because that's what writers tend to do in the midst of bliss. I teach my students to be voyeurs, because I am one, and I teach them to write it all down, because I do. I teach them that obsessions will fill their pages. And so, I teach them about love and ethics and belief because I can't stop thinking about these things, and I can't stop writing about them. I teach them about confessing because that's what I do on the page: the personal is political is pedagogical is personal in my classroom. I teach them to experiment, to play with the conventions of narrative, because I do, but I also teach them to bring something soulful to their pages, what Jeanette Winterson might describe as a voice that "invites the reader to believe" (Art Objects 71). "Believe in my chaos, if you want," I tell my students. "Believe in the uniqueness of our voices," I say. The queer, mestiza writer Gloria Anzaldua says, "I write the myths in me, the myths I am, the myths I want to become" (93). On any given day, I live in the world of mythologies, of stories, of constructs, and I this is what I write about, so this is what I give my students too. I teach them deconstructively that though "society" wants to make things simple, things are never simple, binaries are never absolute, and neither is writing, not in the act of putting words on the page, and not in the act of reading those words. "Write complexly," I tell them. "Write artistically and blissfully," I say.

    I know all of this still puts students in a box, or at least moves them from one box to another. I know I still have too much power in the classroom. Still, I can perhaps sooth my controller's angst by thinking of Michel Foucault here when he says, "What gives power its hold . . . [is that] it does not simply weigh like a force which says no, but that it runs through, and it produces, things, it induces pleasure, if forms knowledge, it produces discourse . . . [it] runs through the entire social body much more than as a negative instance whose function is repression" (36). So even if I go into class every day and stare at the students in silence like my colleague Larry Harper would like to do, I don't think I can escape wallowing in discourses of power with them. However, I don't think the power exchanges we go through have to be repressive. I can create a certain openness in the classroom, or at least a mythology of openness. And in the end, I hope we can experience a little textual pleasure.

    Works Cited

    Anzaldua, Gloria. Borderlands/La Frontera: The New Mestiza. 2nd Ed. ???San Francisco: Aunt Lute, 1999.

    Barthes, Roland. Pleasure of the Text. New York, Noonday Press, 1980.

    Busch, Frederick. Letters to a Fiction Writer. New York: W. W. Norton, 2000.

    Cisneros, Sandra. Woman Hollering Creek and Other Stories. New York: Vintage, 1991.

    Foucault, Michel. Michel Foucault: Power, Truth, and Strategy. Trans. Paul Patton and Meaghan Morris. Sydney: Feral Publications, 1979.

    Lopez, Barry. Desert Notes: Reflections in the Eye of a Raven. New York: Avon, 1976.

    Stegner, Wallace. On the Teaching of Creative Writing: Responses to a Series of Questions. Hanover: UP of New England, 1988.

    Winterson, Jeanette. Art Objects: Essays on Ecstasy and Effrontery. New York: Vintage, 1995.

    Rocky Mountain Modern Language Association
    Popular Culture Association
    American Civil Liberties Union
  • On-going UVU Guest Author Reading Series Coordinator.
  • On-going and rotating Faculty Advisor of UVU's Touchstones: A Magazine of Literature and Art.
  • Regular performer with the annual UVU production of The Vagina Monologues.
  • UVU Computerized English Supervisor from 1993-1995.
  • Writers @ Work Board Member and Fellowship Competition Coordinator from 1993-1995.
  • Graduate Teaching Assistant at the University of Utah from 1989-1991.